13.01.2021

today marks the 7th day at work. 2 colleagues asked whether i was ok because i looked "quiet" and "tired". 

it's not much of a big deal really. though it led me to wonder whether the universe is trying to tell me something.

that this current situation is... 

taking away the life out of my spirit;

taking away the spark out of my eyes;

taking away the lightness in my steps;

i wonder if this is why i find it increasingly difficult to inspire others or be inspired anymore. because inside i feel empty and maybe just a tad lonely.

ended the evening with dinner with m.i.a. hope to get through the week and make it to friday.

m.